I’ve spent my life rocking back and forth from self-assurance to self-doubt. It’s interesting to be able to experience two polar opposite feelings when it comes to decision-making and general living.
Self-assurance is such a high. I feel on top of the world. invincible. It’s like no idea is bad and everything will be not only okay but amazing. Self-doubt is lower than low. I feel like the world is caving in and everything that could possibly go wrong will go wrong.
That balance of these two ends of the spectrum has been happening a lot for me recently when it comes to this trip. I think it’s because I’m leaving soon and the travel jitters are creeping up my spine. I wonder if I’ll even have downtime to feel high or low when I’m away. It’ll probably be too hectic.
I’ve been watching that new prime show, Daisy Jones and the Six. and it got me wondering about so many things. It takes place in the '70s and all the fashion is amazing, and the parties look amazing. I wonder if travel will offer me the opportunity to reinvent myself, to find these unique moments of togetherness.
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My trip is about to embark soon. so I’ll be making a post about packing lists and travel essentials I’ve prepared for my trip in the next few days.
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